I find myself yearning these days for a return to a more regimented program of growth, yet with the freedom that accompanies a growing acceptance of all of my iniquity, brokenness, and quirks. I desire to change, yet have returned to a place where I am unsure how. I want to live as a saint, a holy one set apart for God, participating in the restoration of all things in God’s world. I just don’t know how to any more. Anyone with me?